December 2009
31 posts
I don’t know how I feel about the way 2009 turned out for me, but something tells me the less I think back on it the better.
I build people up so much in my head that they can’t possibly live up to my expectations of them.
Openly recognizing the fact that you are a terrible person doesn’t make you any less of a monster.
You were always so quick to find fault in everyone else because you were too afraid to look at yourself.
Four best things about tonight:
1. Seeing a fox in the road 2. Watching the Sound of Music 3. Dylan 4. Dylan
My whole family did a cute little Christmas Eve Yankee Swap which is how I ended up with a snuggie that me and Maciej have decided to share.
Dylan picked me up after school today and we spent some time together just the two of us which was so so nice. He had to work around 5 so he dropped me off and Kenny picked me up to go for dinner and exchange gifts. We sat by the Christmas tree, drank hot chocolate and acted all Christmas-y, it was adorable. After Kenny left Dylan came over to say goodbye to me again before I leave tomorrow. I...
I feel like your best kept secret.
You: i just want you to lay your cute little head on me and ill hold you while we sleep
Me: you are the most perfect thing ever
You: I could watch you sleep all night and never get bored, you're beautiful
Me: okay you are making my heart melt right now
I’ve sort of come to terms with that fact that you are never going to be that person who is there for me when I need it. I’m just afraid that the next step is coming to terms with the fact that aren’t going to be there for me at all.
Today was such an exhausting day, I’ve never been happier to be home.
Me: I know that you secretly like it when I purr
Joey: it's a pretty big turn on but not as much as a big mac
Joey: eat one of those while you purrrr, now that would really rev my engine
Joey: and do all while wearing a pair of Natalie’s stretchy pants
Me: I don't think you'd be able to handle that
Joey: I'd be speechless
Me: I thought you might think I was weird if I did that :x
You: Nooopeee, the exact opposite actually
Me: What's the exact opposite of weird?
You: perfect :)
Left school early. I could not handle a full day, at all.
June 28 seems like a million years ago
Back in July, Paige Barry gave me some of the best life advice I’ve ever gotten. I’m still kicking myself for not taking it sooner.
Spent all night driving around with Kenny and looking at people’s Christmas lights. I like that he always lets me pick the song, every single time.
Joey: Are you alright?
Me: Why do you ask?
Joey: I don't know, my Andrea pain senses were tingling, I'm actually a superhero
I cannot believe the school suspended Joey. So ridiculous. What am I going to do without him for a week?
