Dylan picked me up after school today and we spent some time together just the two of us which was so so nice. He had to work around 5 so he dropped me off and Kenny picked me up to go for dinner and exchange gifts. We sat by the Christmas tree, drank hot chocolate and acted all Christmas-y, it was adorable. After Kenny left Dylan came over to say goodbye to me again before I leave tomorrow. I felt sort of sad when he had to leave.
I’ve sort of come to terms with that fact that you are never going to be that person who is there for me when I need it. I’m just afraid that the next step is coming to terms with the fact that aren’t going to be there for me at all.