Joseph Vincent Keil is my saving grace.
It’s only about 4:00pm and I’m already a bundle of nerves about tonight :x
This is what I’m thankful for this year.
I just went upstairs to get more band aids for my gross bloody hands and I noticed that my dad was in his room watching Melrose Place. Okay dad.
I had such a good feeling at one point today. I remember walking down the hallway smiling like an idiot thinking, what on earth is wrong with me?
Lady Gaga. AMAs. right now. <3
I’m going to ruin everything. I don’t like these thoughts being in my head.
I woke up too early, went to Dunkin Donuts with Alie and Kayli and then spent the rest of the day being amazing with Ted. At around 6:30 Me, Jen, Ryan, Alie, Sean, Joey, Tim and Steven (who apparently spells it ‘Stephen’ but I dislike that) went out for dinner. We had a ridiculous two hour wait that almost killed me. When we finally sat down the waitress brought me something that I didn’t order so...
I refuse to do this same thing all over again, with anyone.
I wish I could erase you from my life
I have the best friends
in the entire world. Carson and Lauren both got together last night and made me two awesome CDs. Tess has just been KILLING me lately with her sassiness, love her. Dylan has also been giving me surprise hugs that I cannot get enough of. I like that everyone seems to care so much lately. I am happy.
that last night is what put me in this really good mood all day.
You suck, you really suck. Send me my film already. I hate you.
As of lately
I’ve been feeling really quiet. Like I don’t really say much anymore because I don’t really have anything left to say.
Tonight has been
a mix of really good and sort of miserable.
Joey: andrea, you are priceless
I’d do it just to see you smile– Dylan
Not going to lie
Ted and I were kind of amazing today.
This has been keeping me occupied all night →
I just kind of realized
how much I really don’t like you.
I didn’t cause it. I can’t control it. I can’t cure it.
is not a holiday, end of story.
By midnight tonight
I have to have both of my submissions in. How much progress have I made? None.
Ken and I
were sitting at his house dying from being so hungry so we decided to go to McDonald’s, bad idea. Saw Dylan being adorable, love him. We ordered, we ate and I felt like a complete champ for finishing almost everything until I got back to his house and threw it all up. I cannot handle McDonald’s, at all.
Being around you
makes me feel so ugly and self conscious.
Dear Ryan Fournier,
Please stop quoting nevershoutnever lyrics in your facebook status. It’s annoying and we all hate you.
What would I do
without Dylan Zanfardino? I really don’t know.
from the meeting tonight all I feel like doing is crying.
Good mood. Good weather. Good day.
I need less dreams
I kept getting into the same car accident over and over again. I’d be sitting in the passenger seat with someone else driving and then I’d look up, see us about to crash, go to grab the wheel but it would be too late. The person driving with me would die and two seconds later I’d be in the same car driving down the same road. Someone else would be driving, we’d crash and...
I feel bad that I’ve kind of been distant with a lot of people lately. I feel like a terrible person for shutting everyone out. Things are going to change now I think and I like that.
Today was not bad at all. Everything about today feel good.
Do you ever
get so worked up about something to the point where everything bad that has ever happened to you starts to hurt again all at once? Hi, welcome to my night.